I want to let you in on a little secret. I’m not who you think I am. In fact, my disguise is so thin, I’m surprised you haven’t seen right through me. I’m the girl of your dreams… masquerading as your closest friend, standing right in front of you, in all my colors. Sometimes I just want to rip off this façade like I did the last time, but I can’t because you’ll get scared and you’ll run away and I’ll be left behind. So I decided that it’s better to live with the lie, than expose my true feelings. Someone told me there are two types of girls: the ones you grow out of, and the ones you grow into. I really hope I’m the latter.
I may not be the one you love today, but I’ll let you go for now, hoping one day you’ll come flying back to me. Because I think you’re totally worth the wait.